I'm dizzy. Last night led me on an extremely confusing path of associated thought, one leading to the other, linking in a chain. Right now, a lot of my problems make sense, becase I was able to draw them together in some sort of sensical relationship. Cause and effect maybe, or maybe simple relationships in my mind.

New Voices, Alpha Si inductions, organizations, starting over, clean slate, understanding, theatre, Kilroy, GE, being recognized, being loved, being too late - all the time, respect, real friends, belonging, wanting to belong, being somebody, expectations, what I want to do, what I need, my selfish needs.

A short list of the words that come to my head when I think about last night. I plan on making it more understandable soon. It's all up here right now, and I want to make sure I get it down. But now now. I have a lunch date with my Mom - I haven't seen her in quite some time.