urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1_up It's Like That, and That's the Way It Is Kyle: Abridged 1_up 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1_up:36780 1_up @ 2006-05-23T23:12:00 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z My life isn't beautiful enough. That's all it comes down to.<br /><br />Beauty is what makes life worth living, it's what makes us happy. And that is the pursuit of life: happiness.<br /><br />My life was more beautiful before this point. That's the simple means of it. I've lost things that made me happy, and circumstance prevents me from regaining and rebuilding such losses - or at least makes it painfully difficult to, making it a catch 22.<br /><br />I can feel it. Everyday. I get closer and closer to some change, some moment in time where my path in life will violently shudder and flux.